수요일, 10월 04, 2006 @ 11:35 오후
I notice something in my lifeand I have been living on for many yearssince I am young..I notice tat I have been living onmy own in this house.everyday is the same.and if someone is at home I will not be very happy and will feel very angry..Everyday after sch will be the samego home, open the door then no one is at homethen play com then 7pm go slp.It have been like this for many years!Now I am use to it for being aloneat home or at anywhere without my frens to company me.Sometime I dun even get to see my parents and sisteror even talk to them.Cos when morning I go to schmy mom and dad has already went to workthen my sister will be sleeping like a pig.Then in the afternoon nobody wil be at homeok, you can say it is fun and good that nobody is at homebut if you try this yourself,it won't be fun, it won't be very lonely and sometimeif I am scared or board or no money to eatall I have to do is to tell myself"I not scared, wat for scared, on the music will do or the lights""board then go play com la!""aiya, dun eat la.always hungry, go slp la"This is wat I always tell myself.sometime I even cry b4 I slepBut no one know abt this.At time, I will always think"if I got money, I will fly to other country and stay thereand won;t be coming back"Wat for I come back to here. there no one here to company me.But can say I is really use to itto be alone!!!